Love of my life

A life I have been looking for you and not found.
When I stopped looking up, I found you, you have kept me in front of the suicide, I fell in love in your eyes.
In your first spell you drew me, was happy to have displaced mourning and have lived for you.
Broke me years to even the heart, I thought I did not love you, but when I thought I had lost you forever, I knew how much you mean to me.
Then I forgive you because I will not lose her, we talked about it and you’ve captured my heart and my feelings were new to you more and häftiger. Now I have constantly broken heart and I am despite gebrochennem heart I return to you and I wonder why I still tate, because now you have me back the broken heart and it hurts so much because I know I’m up for lost forever and that at another. I do not know how to live without you, tell me?.
I stand at the brink once again to forgive you, but I am afraid of being hurt again by you, I’ve already given a second chance and you hurt me, now you want a third, I do not know if I you can give, I need time, because it takes to heal the pain, the time does not heal wounds you learn to deal only with it. It is hard to forget to clean up, my mind wants to forget you now, but my heart streigt, it is the opinion that I am making a big mistake.
I miss you and I love you, but I do not know what happened between us.
I will always love you no matter what happened, you were the love of my life and the love will never stop.